Suicidal Failure (Explicit) Lyrics
Suicidal Failure (Explicit) - Cage
Remember how good things used to be
Although I seem and appear
Remember how good things everything used to be
To the naked eye to be normal
It used to be just so good
It used to be just me and this girl
Yeah right
Pull out my naked eye and with this
Wrap it my mask of sanity is about to slip
Sittin' in my room with a razor blade
Thinkin' all my days are played
As much as my single needs to fade away
Shoot myself in the arm and start bleedin' don't wanna go yet
Stick a straw in my wound and taste my heart beatin'
F**kin' b**ch left me and I ain't even peaked yet
F**k all that noise the playboy this leak's wet
Smoke a bundle to the face lace my brain and neurons
Carvin' all my downfalls into my f**kin' forearm
Cage snap out of this it's just a girl
It's just the world it's just a life
It's just a rusty Rambo knife
Wedge between my ribs
Scratchin' my heart up tonight
I'm gonna pull that sh*t off in front of all my friends
Went swimmin' under the Brooklyn Bridge tryin' to catch the bends
Didn't swim deep enough my head imploded 10%
Floated to the surface the paramedic's like What's this stench
Holy sh*t
Alright everybody back off it's still alive
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with
Took the phone off the hook eight multi-colored pills
Washed it down with Absolut started writin' out my will
Give my dog Bootlegs pierce to in D C
To my girl who left me when she said Pick me I'm PCP
Since I love to smoke I thought it was a joke
Tried to hang myself and I fell free from the rope
Broke my both my arms my neck smashed my femur
Got up somehow and limped in from of a Beamer
Cracked my rib cage
Look what you did Cage you're dying
But I'm not dead yet I'm still tryin'
Cut my wrists and walked pass some Crypts bleedin' red
In hopes I'd get shot in the f**kin' head
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with
I drank a bottle of Jack sniffed three bottles of Kitty
In the middle of the freeway walkin' to the city
So much PCP I changed my name to Watermouth
Pumpin' Masta Ase I walked into a Jewish slaughterhouse
Threw myself on a hook
Now that's a chorus
Got split from my neck to my dick
Now that's what poor is
Hollow man look at all my dangling parts
Drop into the gutter with a piece of you on my heart
Little piece of sh*t that I couldn't fling from my chest
Shoulda stayed a lot long enough to kill the faggot with
But right now my skin is gettin' stripped off
Each one of my limbs is stripped off
Covered in thick sauce my head hits the conveyor
I'm not thinkin' of prayer that's sick
I'm watchin' the movie at Laurie's alone
And you suckin' some guys dick
Six seconds left when I die I'm gonna find her
On some poltergeist sh*t
While my face goes through the grinder
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with
I'm a suicidal failure
Look my life's a failure
I can't make it in rap
Even my birth's an error
Do what I can to catch a quick death
But I'm meant to be here
And that's the f**kin' hell I live with