hope it'll be a good day

I hope it'll be a good day

I hope it'll be a good day

They say I stumble when I walk

But they don't see I move my feet

At least forward in my sleep

I wake up from dreams that

Folded into nightmares

The night tears my eyes wide open in the sheets

I wrestle with demons

Pieces of my mind scatter swiftly into air

When I talk to all these people that I care about

Air it out, that's just what my therapist's been saying

She been helping me with scary thoughts and

Girls I really like a lot

I been trying hard to fix myself this year

'Cause I was thinking, I wouldn't even be here

So I been trying hard to fix myself this year

'Cause I was thinking, I wouldn't even be here

I hope it'll be a good day

I hope it'll be a good day

I've been moving slower in my dreams

And I don't know what it means, but it's exactly what it seems

This depression comes in waves, like I'm sailing out over seas

They see me crying, feel the knives inside poking me as we speak

Lost atop the balcony

What is my reality

I can't come back to earth 'cause I'm

Losing grip of my gravity

Good luck with catching me

A failure of a masterpiece

I tear apart these wings

That I used to fight with so gallantly

I am not a hero, please don't group me with them

I've never saved nobody's life, I'd rather soak in their dread

A waste of oxygen, on top of that, I'm better off dead

I tend to wounds that never heal, and ease the pain with the meds

I'm very stressed, well aware of this position that I've taken up

Tell you all these stories people try to say I'm making up

Sorry that I got the drama, maybe I don't pray enough

I'm coming from a place where nobody thought I'd be brave and uhm...

I hope it'll be a good day

I hope it'll be a good day