Closed Hands (Explicit)

Produced by: Aaron May

Now I done gained more than I lost, but I still feel the opposite

Even with the stack of accomplishments, I don't really feel too confident

I don't even think I profited, cuz the **** that's gone worth more than the **** I got

It get lonely the more that you sit up top

Yet ****** still creepin' tryna get my spot, that's wild

I might just throw in the towel, and let a ***** have it right now

Don't know if the **** worthwhile til you get it and you ain't too proud

Til' you look around and you stuck in the crowd

That love when you up, give a **** when you down

That leave when you lost then come back when you found

They say that's how it look at the top of the mound

But I done spent, days and nights, putting my all in the **** I write

Praying I ball just how I would like

Pray I don't fall trynna get this life

And I done went through hard and harder

Most of my life I ain't have my father

Had bloodline but I barely saw them

So the fam I met I felt a part of

And that's how it's gon be forever

Let go of the pain I would never

Cuz thats what's keeping us together

Stickin' to the plan through whatever

Told em all I would stay in the worse

If I had to leave them for the better

Told em all I would walk in first

Through whatever struggle we endeavor

I been walking with my hands closed

I don't want your gold

I been walking with my hands closed

I can't take no mo'

I been walking with my hands closed

I could never fold

I been walking with my hands closed

Keep your **** and go

I been walking with my hands closed

I don't want your gold

I been walking with my hands closed

I can't take no mo'

I been walking with my hands closed

I could never fold

I been walking with my hands closed

And they stay enclosed

Now is this **** worth it, life ain't ever gon' be perfect This can't be all that it's bout

One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout

No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route

Imma say **** the amount

If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, ****

Somehow we gon' figure it out

I don't think it's worth it, life ain't never gon' be perfect

This can't be all that it's bout

One thing for certain, I'll never give up my purpose for no type of money or clout

No type of lifestyle or house, no type of millionaire route

Imma say **** the amount

If the fam down bad, then I'm down there too, ****

We gon figure it out