Midnight in Nepal

Waited 552 hours

Thought itd be a hug after landing

But theres nothing on the other side

I think I knew the ending all along

But wouldnt face the sorrow

Cause every time Id end up being dead

Here I am sitting in the smoking room crying

Cant see clear anymore

My therapy I light them one after one

As if that could ease the pain

On the other side of the phone

You said Im sorry

Tell me what you want to do with my brain

Saying we could still be friends

There will always be the maybes

And you call me cruel for staying away

Who breaks up like that in an airport

When at midnight Im leaving Nepal

You couldve even given me some clues

Of how Ill return back to home

With your stuff all packed and gone

Went through eighty-two scenarios

Of what our future holds

And its nothing like this it was nowhere like this

But here I am sitting in the smoking room crying

With that 3-minute silence on the phone

I was too afraid to hang up or say my goodbye

Cause when I do I know wed be gone

On the other side of the phone

I said I hate you

Even though I really want to follow my heart

Saying you are just selfish Ill never be back

But Id do it again I shouldnt do it again

On the other side of the phone

You said Im sorry

Tell me what you want to do with my brain

Saying we could still be friends

There will always be the maybes

And you call me cruel for staying away

Who breaks up like that in an airport

When at midnight Im leaving Nepal