Deadly Contradiction

Night time I feel so alone

Visions of you in the tears I cry

Where is my place to call home

I'm slipping away in fantasy

I thought our love was true and strong

All that you left me was just

Thinkin' I did it all wrong

I hate you and I love you

Deadly contradiction

I hate myself for loving you so much

I hate you and I love you

Day and night addiction

I hate myself for longing for your touch

I hate you and I love you

I want you and I need you tonight

Rain like tears from the sky

Washing away your lies and sin

Staying alive 'til you die

Love is a war you'll never win

Your love is like a parasite

It's eating up my heart

It's killing me tonight

I hate you and I love you

Deadly contradiction

I hate myself for loving you so much

I hate you and I love you

Day and night addiction

I hate myself for longing for your touch

I hate you and I love you

I want you and I need you tonight

No I won't come home tonight

Feel my love and hate collide

No I won't come home tonight