Cherry Coke

Four a m wishing I was dead

Its something I do when I forget

How I got here why and when did I want this

Lost a long line of symmetry

That kept me safe and in between

Dull and full emergency

Now Im tearing at the seams

The balance has me feeling off

And I just want a place to stop

So call the doctor call the cops

I was alright but now Im not

I dreamed that I could talk to god

And I could still believe in love

Now what's the point of waking up

Its time to go enoughs enough

What if I wasnt anything

But vibrations through a string

Just a melody youd sing to yourself

When youre alone trying to fill the space

With cherry coke and perfect change

Before we ever made mistakes

Now what we get is what we trade away