Raphael

Pray for me now

My thoughts are getting too loud

Voices shuttering

Everybody's well-being is suffering

Speeding up not slowing down

Just waiting for the crash

When bad is good just get higher

Observe and lose through the wire

I wanna know your story

I'm sick of being boring

After this I'll leave

I will lose another for these balances

That I need to achieve to control

I'm figuring it out

I think I might be done

Negative energy

A vampire entity sucking with force

Intent to implode

Your glow is lesser

My dragging it shows

I will drain myself for surfacing

And promising every little problem on you

Everything is a distraction here

The moral debts I know will never clear

Though it's not pretty

You won't be ok without the experience

To know that I am no good

I fought myself before

And then I fought you too

Use the sharp end cause I took the scissors

Whatever you have

Just make sure that it's bigger

I run with weapons and fall down the stars

I aggravate midnight-vets

On their bikes getting weird

If I had enough sticks

I'd aim for every spoke

Without first giving thought

To whether they're friend or foe

It's all obstructive self-destruction

I've run out of all other fun

Something's wrong

My vision is changing

I get scared

It keeps taking

My eyelids are shaking

I'm still afraid

It's taking me

It's anti-matter

It ruins and it shatters

Where I go is void of direction

There are no other questions

There are facts and there's pressure

Separation and fractures

From the left to the right

To the whites of my eyes that pry

At the lights that come when we die consciously

Bring rest to me