Albatross (Explicit)

And it was for nothing. And they didn't last long

I made him like me.

And the bastards killed him anyway

Yuh ooh, yeah yeah, ayy

I'm sorry for the things I did

I didn't wanna do them, lost self control

I'm sorry for the lies and all the things

I do not think that you will ever know

I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross'

And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself

Because that is the debt I owe

I'm the best I know and I'm the worst you met

If you not a fan, you ain't heard me yet

Sick of being broke, sick of being stressed

Sick of all my lies, living in my head

My own worst enemy, I'm gonna be the death of me

I'm gonna be the end of me, when I die take you to hell with me

I know I'm next why you telling me?

Dark matter, dark energy

**** a smile that I fake, Soul that you take

Why you tryna mess with me

They wrote me off as the next X

Or the next West, or the next Peep

**** that, I'm Convolk, I ain't next best, I'm the best me

Don't need a label to blow up, said **** a mil you can't get me

You chose me, you blessed me, I ain't next up, I'm the next me

Now I'm on the road, winters always cold

Frozen like my soul, that's just how I roll

I do this for the kid at school

Who gets treated bad because that was me

I do this for the ones that feel left out of their own families

Albatross, but I'm chained up in the sentencing when I fly free

Paradox, like the hate I lost

When the love I found couldn't find me

Fat jew with dumb face tats

I could make this, I could make that

I'mma make it so when I die, there will be a holiday

With my name attached, stay arrogant, stay humble too

I don't like life but I tumble through

Old heads said mumble rap, I'm Convolk, who the **** are you?

I'm sorry for the things I did

I didn't wanna do them, lost self control

I'm sorry for the lies and all the things

I do not think that you will ever know

I'm sorry to myself because I live under my albatross'

And the soul, and honestly I'll probably just end myself

Because that is the debt I owe