If Only

There's so many things we left undone

So much we didn't do

Still got that s**t you let me borrow that I never returned to you

So many things I should've done but I always got off track

Here's the money that I owe you that you never asked for back

Cause you never asked for anything

Not anything at all

Except once in a while you'd asked if I could give you a call

Oh I wish that I had listened then

How I wish I gave a d**n

How I wish that I could call you now just to tell you how I am

If only I had found the time

If only I had even tried

If only I had done enough

Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

Since the day you left us things just haven't been the same

My family hasn't spoken since the day you went away

If only you could see us now I know you'd be ashamed

Can you send me a sign from heaven and help us change our ways

If only I had found the time

If only I had even tried

If only I had done enough

Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

I can hear your voice in everything and every single song

And it's tough holding my head up high still knowing that you're gone

These times are so confusing but I know that in the end

We will spread our wings and fly away the day we meet again

Don't leave

I need you now

If only I had found the time

If only I had even tried

If only I had done enough

Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much

I need you now

If only I had found the time

If only I had even tried

If only I had done enough

Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much