Stupid (Explicit)

Stupid - Cam Meekins

Sometimes I think

I was born to be a sinner

Like j cole lp

In high school we all burnt coal man

Y'all couldn't tell me

s**t I was like seventeen just got the whip

Used to burn the mixed cd and ride around smoke **

Was tryna make a profit

But I couldn't do the math

Now my words speak life

Shoutout to my homie av

And just last week someone pointed out what I didn't have

If I had listen to those role models

I still be in class

I grew up in the suburbs

Where they keep you on a path

Where the value of a dollar was something

That most kids couldn't grasp

Music and culture

A place about business and vultures

Where the idea of a rap album

Was some sh*t that made people laugh

I knew I didn't fit in

So I never went to class

Spent a lot of time in the city

And I identified with that

We all come from different backgrounds

Man you know the half

We can all see eye to eye

When it comes to laying down a track

When I was younger the white kids

Would laugh and say I was acting black

The black kids would call me a fag

Until they heard me on a track

It's all good

'Cuz I exist

At least I have that

Just loop this piano and sh*t man

But I be all bad

Maybe what you think I do is stupid

But it really means a lot to me

And I'm sorry I didn't see you last week

We didn't even get a chance to speak

But you know this sh*t was hard growing up

It's all good now

Baby it's me

And I promise I won't change for the world

Let's all try and be the best we can be

'Cuz it's all good now it's all good

Don't think about it even though you should

Just let it go

'Cuz we got you

Don't let me go

'Cuz I got you

'Cuz I got you

The other day

I saw my high school teacher and he was like hey

How are things going cam

I heard they're going great

Everyone 'round here's proud of you for taking that break

From college even though we all thought that it was a mistake

My other friend texted me asking how I was doing

She said how 'bout those plans

For college are those all ruined

I guess it takes a lot for people to believe in you

But that just motivated me

To go say f**k you agreed

You gotta grind a little bit harder man

Just wait you'll all see

In like 3 years with a buyin'

I was still so me

Am I ever gonna make it

What do they say about me

I'll probably never get the respect I feel that I deserve be

Now there's email's and messages like I'm so proud of you

From the same people that once said look cam I'm doubting you

At sixteen I let 'em know what I was about to do

And they laughed well guess what look

The joke's on you

Maybe what you think I do is stupid

But it really means a lot to me

And I'm sorry I didn't see you last week

We didn't even get a chance to speak

But you know this s**t was hard growing up

It's all good now

Baby it's me

And I promise I won't change for the world

Let's all try and be the best we can be

'Cuz it's all good now it's all good

Don't think about it even though you should

Just let it go

'Cuz we got you

Don't let me go

'Cuz I got you

'Cuz I got you