Disconnect

I drove through berlin tonight

Straight shot down the highway and through my chest

And I thought about missing you and the meaning of the word futile

I walked around this rainy college campus

On a Sunday for three hours

I thought about home and how you wouldn't be there

And I thought of me and how you just don't care

But I could swear I saw your reflection

In the puddle of rain on the concrete

You were standing next to me and your lips were on my cheek

And I can swear I feel the dissection

Of the whole me when you leave

And I've grown to hate this connection that I weave

I drowned you in alcohol last night

But you poked air holes through my chest

You fought hard to maintain your place in my heart and on my mind

Connections wearing thin