I Refuse (Explicit)

I don't wanna die alone

I don't wanna live forsaken

I refuse to let this go

Because my soul is breaking

I don't wanna let you know

That my heart is just so jaded

I refuse to let it show

I refuse to let it go

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like its a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

I've always walked alone

I chose the path less taken

I refuse to let you win

Life's a ***** and I've been shaken

It's not a joke at all

Inside my spirits fading

I refuse to take the fall

Cause no one cares at all

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like it's a dream

Please wake me up when its all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse

Cause at the end of the day I'm not you

I refuse

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like its a dream

Please wake me up when it's all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

Wake me up when this is over

I'm tired of living life like its a dream

Please wake me up when its all over

I'm tired of living right here in between

I refuse