I'm so Sick (Explicit)

I'm so Sick - Shock Therapy

Lyrics by：Gregory John McCormick

Composed by：Gregory John McCormick

Arranged by：Gregory John McCormick

There is a prison everywhere I take myself

No more losing anything I never had

I've just begun to deal with living without recourse

And I will pay for what the power did to me

Sitting in a little room the walls cave in

Nothing more to think about now I'm gone

Does it really matter what kind of drugs I took

The last thought I had was something I chose to forget

I'm so sick I make up friends

I talk to myself I'm so alone

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cut myself I shoot up drugs

I have two names

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cry at night I wet my pants

I drink too much

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I hate myself I swallow pills

I think I'm god

It's really not like being here at all

Kill the thought don't ever leave me by myself

The little things

I like to think of come to life

I'm through with all the lying when

I talk to myself

I don't ever want to be this way again

I'm so sick I make up friends

I talk to myself I'm so alone

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cut myself I shoot up drugs

I have two names

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cry at night I wet my pants

I drink too much

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I hate myself I swallow pills

I think I'm god

It's really not like being here at all

Living in a world where no one talks to me

Move your mouth I don't understand a word you say

I think you're trying to tell me that

I'm killing myself

But you don't know

I'll live 'til the end of time

I'm so sick I make up friends

I talk to myself I'm so alone

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cut myself I shoot up drugs

I have two names

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I cry at night I wet my pants

I drink too much

It's really not like being here at all

I'm so sick I hate myself I swallow pills

I think I'm god

It's really not like being here at all

There is a prison everywhere I take myself

No more losing anything I never had