Cap Guns (Explicit)

I was young and used to think of cap guns back when I was having fun

Now I'm caught up in this rap s**t gambling my life for one

Looking back at s**t from my past

It ain't much I haven't done

Tryna learn from mistakes like my last one

Cuz I got a son

Started off just shooting baskets

Then we was ditching classes

Aye

Smoking gas and having fist fights

Later turned to blastin'

Grew up got immune to madness

You couldn't even imagine it

Broski ain't get to see my mansion I carried his casket

Went did time

Until he got back I carried his ratchet

I was trappin'

Ain't unwrap it

It stayed in the plastic

Telling broski where a mask

Cuz it played with his asthma

Gage wasn't even 5 foot 7

He carrying plasma's

Could've went to school in dallas

And played for the mavericks

Instead I adapted to essex

And stayed with the savages

Mama said stay where I'm at

Don't come back

She ain't having it

Now when she ask for the racks

It's 5K on a average

Look at how they had us

Look at all those tragedies

Hell yeah we start trappin' s**t

Look at all us raggedy

Thank my OG for having me

Fried bologna when I had to eat

All of my teens I was riding the street

Now we the richest they got over east

Never forgot who was laughing at me

Know before rap I was strapped with the heat

Know all the n***as was clapping at me

Never told police what happened to me

90 hallows when we clap at a g

Never reply to who rappin to me

Never was asking for drama

Just stayed in the spot where its that

Catch me lack shoulda squeezed

One to the back

He collapsed to his knees

Ain't have to give him that extra 15

If I would've died in my prime

News would've said that he just was a teen

But I was a teen out doing some

Reckless things

I had a strap in my jeans

Shout out 2013

That's when I lost kobe and peewee

I kept a glizzy a 23

Folks saw the opps with a 3D

That's my kinfolk we ain't GD

My chain got rocks like BB's

May bach seats got TV's

My c money rose with VV's

The opp h*es know all my CD's

The opps d**n near wanna be me

Gotta go the other way when they see me

If a n***a broke

How he gone see me

Gave n***as hope

Why else they need me

I be everywhere

Prolly bahimi

B***hes partying all in bikinis

Baby I don't even drink martini's

Exotic pack got a hat like a genie

Smoking back for my stress like it ease me

Gotta make this boss s**t look easy

But you know it's everything but easy

Money over everything it please me

Money go and everything gone leave me

Where was they before my watch was freezy

To get what they want watch em deceive me

They don't even know me

How they believe me

Sometimes I be thinking from me to me

It be hard for somebody else being me

Back and fourth tryna balance the m's

My love ones and friends

I'm caught in a frenzy

Thinking what my mama was saying

Bout all of my friends

Now all of em dead

Wishing I can call them again

Do it all again

But it's all in my head

Was it really wrong what we did

If we ain't go as hard as we did

Prolly all a be dead

Leaned on each other

Came thru for another

That's all that we had

They don't understand

So call up my lawyer again

That's all that we said

Everywhere we stand

Them ppl was on us for playing them corners again

But they don't understand