Happy Pill

At the peak of good dreams my vision sums it all

Nerves burning bright inside from head to toe

But I could just sway my body this way

Wakin' up to cold dark room every single day

I could just learn to forget how to smile

No turning on regrets

I live my life without knowing that you existed

But why do I feel so haunted

Pretty sure I don't want it anymore but you bring me back to life

When I'm not looking for you it seems like you show up every time

Make me think I can't have enough

Breakin' these walls I've built inside

Happy pill that's what you are all day long

Why can't you leave my mind

I keep on telling myself that I'm out of care to give

Forcing imagery of you to be unseen

But I can't do that

My world still ain't flat

Until right now when I see you there's nothing else I'll have

Inside my playful mind

It's only you that could push my worries aside

I can't live my life without knowing that I'm still into you

You got me haunted

Pretty sure I don't want it anymore but you bring me back to life

When I'm not looking for you it seems like you show up every time

Make me think I can't have enough

Breakin' these walls I've built inside

Happy pill that's what you are all day long

Why can't you leave my mind

I took way more than the recommended dose

I feel my chest burning better get the fire hose

I need to wash it down my throat or at least try

'Cause my pride keeps stinging like the stem of a rose

How can you be the poison and the antidote

And the venom inside my veins from head to toe

Slowly but surely consuming me like a cannibal

Putting a leash around the neck of a domestic animal

No longer worried about the future and present

The demons are blurry 'cause of my antidepressant

I never thought I'd be able to answer the question

If heaven actually sends angels to act as a blessing

I'm going on a trip I hope you're hopping on too

Where the trees are cotton candy and rivers are fondue

Tell me why would I be crying over those I've gone through

When I'm dreaming in a coma overdosing on you

Pretty sure I don't want it anymore but you bring me back to life

When I'm not looking for you it seems like you show up every time

Make me think I can't have enough

Breakin' these walls I've built inside

Happy pill that's what you are all day long

Why can't you leave my mind

Read my mind