Ruined

This feels like a movie

Am I living in a dream?

'Cause this kinda feeling

Is so new to me

If I let the walls down

Would that be enough?

I tend to shut people out

When they show me love

Tell me if you're gonna break me

Tell me if you're gonna let me down

Tell me if I'll ever make it out

Alive

Tell me if you're gonna break me

Tell me if you'll ever leave me now

'Cause I can't afford

To open that door

If what's on the other side

Leaves me ruined

I don't wanna be ruined

If I let your love in

Don't take it for granted

Ruined

My heart is tryna tell me

To push you away

But when you kiss me goodnight

I want you to stay

'Cause this feels so right

I don't wanna fall back into that place

That I just saved myself from

But things are moving fast

Tell me if you're gonna break me

Tell me if you're gonna let me down

Tell me if I'll ever make it out

Alive

Tell me if you're gonna break me

Tell me if you're gonna leave me now

'Cause I can't afford

To open that door

If what's on the other side

Leaves me ruined

No I don't wanna be ruined

If I let your love in

Don't take it for granted

Ruined

No I don't wanna be