A Little Fucked Up (Explicit)

A Little ****ed Up (Explicit) - NEFFEX

Lyrics by：Brandon Christopher Horth/Elsa Carpenter Curran

Composed by：Brandon Christopher Horth/Elsa Carpenter Curran

Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her

For all the s**t I know that I could fix

I get mad and scream it down on paper

And then I go and call my therapist

I'm a little too much I'm a little too lazy

Sometimes I get why you could hate me

'Cause I hate how I get so angry

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

I'm a little f**ked up

Got me feeling so stuck

I think that I'm unplugged

In my brain there's no blood

Serotonin not enough

Fit my bed like a glove

And my eyes sealed shut

And my mind feels numb

Forgive me for the things I say I'm not mad at you

I had a really bad day barely getting through

I feel like I've been on the same d**n f**king loop

I know that it's all in my brain but it's f**king true

'Cause I can't seem to escape from the pain

I just need to break through the chains

Let me go please let me change

Call me by a different name

I don't wanna play the game anymore

I'm just gonna flip over and shake out the board

I feel like one day I'll regret this

But I don't know how else I can forget this

I'm a little too much I'm a little too lazy

Sometimes I get why you could hate me

'Cause I hate how I get so angry

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

Don't take this life for granted

You're lucky to have landed

I know you might feel stranded

It's never how we planned it

But that's the beauty in living

You got a view you were given

But you can choose to just give in

Or you can choose a new vision

It's never easy as it seems

Sometimes I feel like the world just wants me on my knees

Screaming out begging please

Give me a sign a light f**king anything

But that's the beauty of it

If it were easy no one would really give a s**t

We would all just sit around with nothing to do

Nothing to prove nothing to lose no reason to move

So be thankful for the lows in your life

'Cause on the other side there's a high that you'll like

So be thankful for the lows in your life

'Cause on the other side there's a high that you'll like

I'm a little too much I'm a little too lazy

Sometimes I get why you could hate me

'Cause I hate how I get so angry

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

I'm a little f**ked up yeah

Tell my mama I'm sorry that I blame her

For all the s**t I know that I could fix

I get mad and scream it down on paper

And then I go and call my therapist

I'm a little f**ked up yeah