Of Hearts

Where should I start disjointed heart

I've just lost my commitment

To my own flesh and blood

Left all alone far from my home

None to hear me no one to heal me

Locked up inside to the point I've regressed

If my anger's a gift

I guess I've been blessed

I guess I've been blessed

How am I supposed to be

You have no clue what I've been through

You left me here when I need you

Still I'll see this through the end

Don't you see this is my everything

What else is there for me to do

Part of me won't go away

Everyday reminded how much I hate it

Weighted against the consequences

Can't live without it so it's senseless

Dead to the truth and

Buried from the inside out

Unsure if I was enough from

The day I was born

It's not enough

How am I supposed to be

You have no clue what I've been through

You left me here when I need you

Still I'll see this through the end

Don't you see this is my everything

What else is there for me to do

This world has a heavy hold

Don't get lost in the upside down ways

This world has a heavy hold

Don't get lost in the upside down ways