Killing Me

Sweet heart would you wake up today

I promise you would recognize my face

I wanna show you how I've grown in this place

In this place I'm not alone and I know I'll be okay

But it's always harder when the winter comes to stay

When I can't help remember all the words I'd never say

And it's killing me that you're not here with me

I'm living happily but I'm feeling guilty

Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see

This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully

Everything is taller these days

Or maybe I feel smaller and time rushes away

There's so much I can show you

Oh the great grandchildren have been laughing like we did when we were young

Oh I've been laughing like we did when we were young

But it's killing me that you're not here with me

I'm living happily but I'm feeling guilty

Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see

This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully

Oh it's killing me

That you're not here with me

I'm living happily but I'm feeling guilty

Oh you won't believe the wonders I could see

This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully

Yeah it's killing me that you're not here with me

I'm living happily but I'm feeling guilty

Oh you won't believe the wonders I can see

This world is changing me but I'll love you faithfully