ฟังเพลงInstitutionalized

Sometimes I try to do things

And it just doesn't work out the way I want it to

And I get real frustrated and like I try hard to do it

I like take my time and it doesn't work out the way I want it to

It's like I concentrate real hard and it just doesn't work out

And everything I do and everything I try it never turns out

It's like I need time to figure these things out

There's always someone there going

Hey buddy you know

We've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately

You know

You need to maybe get away and like

Maybe you should talk about it you'll feel a lot better

And I go no it's okay you know I'll figure it out

Just leave me alone I'll figure it out you know

I'll just work it out myself

And they go well you know if you want to talk about it

I'll be here you know

And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it

So why don't you talk about it I don't know

I don't want to talk about it I'm okay

I'll figure it out myself and they just keep bugging me

And they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside

So you're gonna be institutionalized

You'll come out brainwashed won't have any say

They'll brainwash you until you see their way

I'm not crazy

Institutionalized

You're the one who's crazy

Institutionalized

You're driving me crazy

Institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution

To give me the needed professional help

To protect me from the enemy myself

I was in my room and I was like just sitting there

Staring at the wall thinking about everything

But then again I was thinking about nothing

And then my mom came in and I didn't even realize she was there

And she calls my name

But I didn't even hear her and then she started screaming

Buddy buddy

And I go what what's the matter

And she goes what's the matter with you

I go there's nothing wrong mom

And she goes don't tell me that you're on drugs

And I go mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay

I was just thinking you know why don't you get me a pepsi

And she goes no you're on drugs

I go nom I'm okay I'm just thinking

She goes no you're not thinking you're on drugs

Normal people don't act that way

I go mom just give me a Pepsi please

All I want is a Pepsi and she wouldn't give it to me

All I wanted was a pepsi just one pepsi

And she wouldn't give it to me

Just a pepsi

They give you a white shirt with long sleeves

Tied around you're back you're treated like thieves

Drug you up because they're lazy

It's too much work to help a crazy

I'm not crazy

Institutionalized

You're the one who's crazy

Institutionalized

You're driving me crazy

Institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution

To give me the needed professional help

To protect me from the enemy myself

I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in

And they pulled up a chair and they sat down

And they go buddy we need to talk to you

And I go okay what's the matter

They go me and your mom we've been noticing lately

That you've been having a lot of problems

And you've been going off for no reason

And we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody

We're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself

So we decided that it would be in your best interest

If we put you somewhere

Where you could get the help that you need

And I go wait what are you talking about we decided

My best interest

How can you know what's my best interest is

How can you say what my best interest is

What are you trying to say I'm crazy

When I went to your schools when I went to your churches

When I went to your institutional learning facilities

How can you say I'm crazy

They say they're gonna fix my brain

Alleviate my suffering and my pain

But by the time they fix my head mentally I'll be dead

I'm not crazy

Institutionalized

You're the one who's crazy

Institutionalized

You're driving me crazy

Institutionalized

They stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution

To give me the needed professional help

To protect me from the enemy myself

It doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway