ฟังเพลงUnderstand

Understand - BoyWithUke

Lyrics by：BoyWithUke

Composed by：BoyWithUke

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And you knew I fell for you but you just broke my heart in two

I was sad mad and broken on my bed

Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead

And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat

I said "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"

So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence

And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end

Oh I'm upset I have no friends you wanna bet you're just pretend

You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing you're not ****

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did

I said I'd talk to people 'bout the problematic life I lived

They were my neighbors razor blades

And different flavored pills I hit

Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And so far I never held you with my arms

So it's hard to be the one you aren't with

Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me

Guess I'm not cut out to be

Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talking

Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing

Used to cope with all my problems using notes and lots of rhyming

Used to hope for better days whenever nights would have me crying

I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back

To the times I would try and be the guy the people know

As always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids

On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots

Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey

I feel it coursing through my veins

I've said before I'm not okay

But you don't listen anyway

You know I tried you turned away

You straight-up lied right to my face

You ****ed my life ruined my day

But you don't know so I'll say

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

You don't know so I'll say

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

So I'll say

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

You don't know so I'll say

Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it

So I'll say

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And too bad I know I can't wake up because I lost my way

And you don't give a **** about me this could be a dream

I can't see the things that you see so please oh

Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And you had known and played along

You were my home I wrote you songs

Now you're dead to me effectively

Removed yourself outside my dreams