ฟังเพลงDeja Vu

DMC we have a mid-30's male found down unresponsive

Possible overdose substance unknown Pulse is 60 and thready

Respiration's 8 He's intubated and we're baggin' him now

Uhh BP 90 over palp Patient is cool pale and diuretic

Has aspirated Uhh GSC is 3 We'll update en route ETA 10 minutes

As I fall deeper into a manic state

I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits

Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate

I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate

Start off with the night well like I think I'll just have a taste

Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate

To a harder prescription drug called Valium like Ya that's great

I go to just take one and I end up like having eight

Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate

Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak

And you'd think that with all I have at stake look at my daughter's face

Mommy something is wrong with dad I think

He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me

Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me

And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos

And he just fell asleep in his car eating Three Musketeers in the rear seat

Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before

So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door

Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do

But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie

cause I don't and why I just don't know

Maybe just a nice cold brew What's a beer

That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin year

And that fucker still talks to me he's all I can fuckin hear

Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers

And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time

Who's the mastermind behind that little line

With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind

To have another half of glass of wine sound asinine

Yeah I know but I never had no problem with alcohol

Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm 'bout to fall

I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball

Shit must've knocked me out cause I ain't feel the ground at all

Wow what the fuck happened last night where am I

Man fuck am I hungover and God damn I

Got a headache shit half a Vicodin why can't I

All systems ready for take off please stand by

Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before

So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door

Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do

But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie

cause I don't and why I just don't know

So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahh

Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high

Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I'm getting by

Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die

Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use

There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through

It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze

What else is new Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes

Now here I am three months later full blown re-lapse

Just get high until the kids get home from school homes relax

And since I'm convinced that I'm an in-somniac

I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps

Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see

That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium three

And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep

Ok so now ya see the reason how come he

Has taken four years to just put out an album B

See me and you we almost had the same outcome heat

Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing

It was bologna was it the methadone ya think

Or the hydrocordone you hide inside your pornos

Your VCR tape cases with you Ambien CR great paces to hide 'em ain't it

So you can lie to Hailie I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina

Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance

They said they found me on the bathroom floor damn

Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before

So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door

Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do

But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie

cause I don't and why I just don't know