ฟังเพลงAusar’s Prayer

Ausar’s Prayer - Chris Patrick

Lyrics by：Chris Patrick

Composed by：Chris Patrick

Produced by：Angelo Imani/Antn42/Timmy Holiday/Moo Latte/Grandmaster Vic

Can't even act like I'm good

Cause I just got a call from my dawg

That our homie just died

Lowkey won't even cry

Bank account

Not good enough

To get back home

If I tried

All my bread

Spent on rent

I feel so fucking tired

Move to LA with the hope of success

But I still haven't seen a return on investment

Most of my friends getting married

And here I am married to dreams

Till I'm breathless

Giving up ain't a scene I've accepted

Fuck

Feet don't fail me now

I came too far to go back home

So damn close to win

I feel it leaking thru my bones

I hope somebody still praying for me

Hope someone praying for me

Hoping that someday

My ex might forgive me for breaking it off in attempt to be selfish

Truth is I'm high key ashamed of it

My love for this goal overpowered the love that enwrapped our

Relationship

Paramore songs leave me triggered

Part of me knows she was hurt

But the hurt of regret in my soul'd have been bigger

I use to fear that I'll die unfulfilled

Tryna please everybody instead

Now I just fear that I'll end up alone

On the day that I'm actually dead

Steep price to pay but I'm willing

To pay it's what worth

If it means evolution

And taking the

Reigns off whole generational Curse

I promise im down

Label just pushed back the project

And most days I feel like im losing my confidence

Tours going out and the skipping my name

For the bill cause I'm lacking accomplishments

Somedays I feel like I failed

When I start to reflect

Voices of granny still cheering me on

Is the reason I still haven't checked

Just gotta call from Gabe

He want me to link up with Kai

And rap for the stream

Part of me scared

Cause deep down I know if I choke

I probably just pack up the dream

Last Chance to make it

I might as well jump from the cliff

Either you learn how to fly under pressure

Or end up submerged in what if's

Feet don't fail me now

I came too far to go back home

So damn close to win

I feel it leaking thru my bones

I hope somebody still praying for me

Hope someone praying for me