ฟังเพลงFAITHFUL (feat. NLE Choppa) (Explicit)

FAITHFUL (feat. NLE Choppa) (Explicit) - Macklemore/NLE Choppa

Composed by：Ben Haggerty/Bryson LaShun Potts/Joshua "Budo" Karp/Tyler Andrews/Tyler Dopps

Feel like I'm runnin' out of time

Now they sayin' I won't shine forever forever

I got my mind on my money on my money man

****it whatever whatever

Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side

I don't even feel like gettin' up

But this depression on my brain

Hope it change but there ain't no lettin' up

Can't call it don't know where my head is

Reflectin' on Malcolm and the ****I thought but never said it

To Peter Robin to Kevin

All my other friendships that could have would have should have

And then they ended

I isolate between happiness and hopeless

Know it makes it worse still wanna get loaded

Sometimes I feel like can't control my choices

And somethin' takes over and I can't turn off the voices

Sittin' with these thougths can't escape 'em can't run

Got some bullets in the dresser as I polish my gun

They sayin' they clean as a day one

But I'm holdin' on prayin' to God abandoned

Zonin' on the couch

Starin' at my daughter's

Know there's a pill in this house that I'm obssessin' about poppin'

Reservations talkin' the push and pull of the conscience

Should probably pick up the phone and call my sponsor

But don't wanna

When the Percs don't work Xannies won't calm me down

Not enough liquor in the bar we growin' in the ground

Trapped by these walls where my brain can't get out

Wonderin' if my momma have to put her son in the ground

We stop growin' when the day break

Me and the homies on the same page

find me in whip that's my safe place

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some help ayy

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds

Ooh

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

On my knees questionnin' God like Why now

I'm lost but I'm found again

I'm up all night I toss and turn

I love my life I got concerns

I've been through hell on some FML

It's just as well I might lose it

I need some light I need some air

I might be broken I need repair

Don't got the answers think I'm confused

I asked myself Who are you

I need you right now Mack' to wake up more than over

Ain't no more w**d alcohol and poppin' pills etcetera

I know these days get rough but they'll get better

It's a cold world let's go to the Gucci store for a sweater

Feel it deeply in my heart you need this letter

So I pour my feelings out to you before I got and mail it

Before I mail it

I don't know what I'm sensin' but I could smell it

When you write me back just tell it I'ma soak it up and hell it

Hell it

Heard you got a daughter well I got one too

And she too beautiful barely see her too

See her too

Do you hug her and tie her shoes

Is she reflectin' of you and got a smile that bloom

Bloom

Before you load that gun and shoot just know that she be needin' you

The best version of you too

Bah

I would write more but my day about to break

We can meet up face to face just let me know if this okay

We stop growin' when the day break

Me and the homies on the same page

find me in whip that's my safe place

That's my safe place too

Feel like I'm gettin' weak I need some help ayy

I need some help ayy too

Need someone to pray for my soul right now

Everything's lookin' great and there's no white clouds

I don't know what to say I got nothin' to write down

Nothin' to write down too

On my knees questionnin' God like Why now

Why

I'm lost but I'm found again