ฟังเพลง#1 Fan

#1 Fan (feat. Jubilee) - KJ-52

Yo this is what happened:

Yo I woke up late

it was like 10 in the mornin＇

I was still half asleep and

sleepy eyed, still yawnin＇

I checked my voice mail

to see who＇d been callin＇

I turned on my computer

Check my email logged on it

Junk mail, junk mail dog-gone-it

Everybody they just tryin

to sell me they product

But there was one email

that just caught my optic

It said sucidal, took

the mouse I clicked on it

She said ＂ Dear KJ

you don＇t know who I am,

You probably don＇t even

care cause im just another fan.

I doubt you ever read this,

now but if ya can

Sometimes I slash my wrists

and even cut my hands

And I feel all alone

like nobody understands

And I＇m gonna end it tonight

I got the whole thing planned

Pop pills, leave a note on my night stand

Signed sincerely, Your Number 1 fan

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

My heart is poundin as I start to type back

Why do you feel this way do you mind if I ask?

What＇s the source and

the cause of the pain that you have

How did you get this way,

is it something from the past

God cares about you,

I hope you understand that

Please don＇t end your life,

I beg ya please write back

I finished typin＇,

I sent the email quite fast

I bowed my head and

prayed with the strength that I had

She said ＂Man KJ

I didn＇t even know you would write me.

Let me explain why

no one could ever like me

It all started when

my father used to strike me

Raped and abused since 1990

He＇s gone now but

I can＇t put it all behind me

I tried to run away

but my troubles always find me

Is God really just the one that

can help me (yes He is)

Signed tonight your Number 1 Fan

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Dear number one fan

I gotta lot to tell you

But with the email

there is only so much I can help you

See I know a Father

who could never ever fail you

He＇ll give you a love

when nobody ever cared to

I know you might feel

like everybody hates you

And you feel like

you got no one you can relate to

And death feels just like

the best place to escape to

But that＇s a lie that Satan,

he just wants to tell you

I＇m sorry that you were abused,

your father raped you

But you gotta get some help

cause nobody can make you

I know it＇s hard to face

but God will give you the strength to

I know you gots a lot of things

you gots to work through

But with this help see I know

that you can break through

I seen it myself all the times

that He came through

Hit me back

Tell me what you think of what I sent you

I＇ll be prayin＇, Sincerely KJ-52

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Yo, I＇d be pretending

if I said this story had a happy endin

But after that night yo

I never heard from her again

That night I tossed and

turned lyin on my bed en

Cryin and prayin with these

thoughts runnin through my head en

Did she do it, take her life,

or wind up dead en

Or did she not choose it,

just listened to what I said en

Maybe she never got

the last one I was sendin

Is it my fault was it something

I shoulda mentioned

Every mornin I would just check my email

Checkin for any detail,

hopin an prayin that she＇s well

My emails came back

sayin that they＇d failed

Days turned to weeks

and weeks turned to months en

Time would pass and

I still just heard nuthin

No letter no email just

not even somethin

What happened to my

Number 1 fan I＇m still wonderin

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me

Can someone now please help me

Will someone now just please help me