ฟังเพลงHolding a Loaded Gun

Holding a Loaded Gun - Sawyer Nunes

Lyrics by：Sawyer Nunes

They sit in the stairwell scared to speak

His eyes are glued to the floor

Two cups of whiskey mixed with something

She doesn't know she isn't sure

They think of all the times when they were close

And they could keep each other warm

He sighs and goes to leave

The words don't come as easy no more

She goes to the bathroom with her friends

Her face is flushed but it is dark so they don't see

She's tired of complaining but she joins in

Just to be part of the team

They list off all the name of all the boys

And all girls who gave them funny looks

Or who they look at strangely

And everyone is talking

But no ones saying anything

And she is overwhelmed again

She thinks that's how it's supposed to be

Hold up

Oh baby

Why do you keep pushing away from me

I know you like to dance and it hurts

Harder to feel after a bottle of rum

But don't say you didn't mean it

When you're holding a loaded gun

He counts all the creases on his hands

And wonders if they make him strong

He's the only one who's seen the worst of it

And nothing helps at all

He forced himself to stop when he was drunk

And could have run through the wall

I don't see him walking like he used to

He needs to heal a little more

But she's still got the world in the palm of her hand

So it seems

She's heard all the advice she can for one day

What does any of it mean

She's heard that distance tells

But she gets closer and closer to the seams

She's read the script and it ends in tragedy

There's actors on a stage now

Fighting till the blackout

But do you hold your ground

When you shared space in the same house

Oh baby

How do you keep pushing away from me

I know you like to dance and it hurts

Harder to feel after a bottle of rum

But don't say you didn't mean it

When you're holding a loaded gun

Baby

Why do you keep pushing away from me

I know you like to dance and it hurts

Harder to feel after a bottle of rum

But don't say you didn't mean it

When you're holding a loaded gun

He darks and know you 'bout lose now

Don't mean can say some

He darks and know you 'bout lose now

Don't mean woak up

He darks and know you 'bout lose now

Don't mean can say some

He darks and know you 'bout lose now