Ringside (Gordi Remix)

Written by: Julien Baker

Beat myself until I'm bloody

And I'll give you a ringside seat

You say that it's embarrassing

I'm sorry that you had to see me like that

So you could either watch me drown

Or try to save me while I drag you down

Want to fix it but I don't know how

It isn't fair to make you wait around

While all your friends are going out

So Jesus, can you help me now

Trade me in, oh, for a briar crown

Is there anybody coming back for me

If they ever were, they are not now

So what's there left to talk about

I'm holding on

Just like a scratch off ticket

How I dig my nails into your skin

Honey, I'm not stupid

I know no one wins this kind of thing

It's just another way to kill an hour

Wishing I was different

Nobody deserves a second chance

But honey, I keep getting them

Like a scratch off ticket

How you dig your nails into my skin

Honey, I'm not stupid

I know no one wins this kind of thing

It's just another way to kill an hour

Wishing I were different

Nobody deserves a second chance

But I keep giving them