Feeler Felt (Explicit)

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If I'm just learnin' how to die

What's the use of tryna' live

With religion on my mind

And some clothes over my skin

Dinner on my plate and a roof over my head

When the family down the hill doesn't even have a fridge

Ever since I was a kid I had a problem with the fact that

I had a mom and dad who were supportive in their actions

They never told me who I was

So I found out who I am

Never told me what I had to be

And so I had a chance

To take a couple stabs

Picked a couple scabs

Ripped a couple masks off and

Skipped a couple rocks

Across an ocean that expands

Further than the eye can see

If there's no I in Free

Than the blind man is me

Please meet me in the middle class family

No need for sympathy no need for examining

Eh that is if you're into overlookin' the fact

That every human has issues

Issues

No matter what the dealer dealt

You can never minimize how the other feeler felt

It's like I thought so much about what other people had

That I forgot myself

How to be gracious for what I have

That's what happens when survival needs are more than met

And your role models warn you bout the world you're in

You start thinking about the race that you're racin' in

Who you're runnin' with and exactly what you're up against

And I've always been the type to take a walk with someone else's shoes

Take off runnin' but suddenly don't know what to do

It's like the ground that was once under me

Is now right in front of me

And there's somethin' that I've been called to do

All directions on the path leads straight to hell

When I pass all my possessions are passed to someone else

What's the use of tryna' to change somebody else

When I got a trillion cells that are all yellin' for help

Help

Should I turn to the touch screen ugly

Or confess come clean and touch reality

And if I really come down and touch reality

Is it just real for part of me or real for all of me

And if time really does heal wounds

Than may we all die way too soon

Cave men sees straight through these rules

But can't explain the tools he uses

No matter what the dealer dealt

You can never minimize how the other feeler felt

It's like I thought so much about what other people had

That I forgot myself

How to be gracious for what I have

That's what happens when survival needs are more than met

And your role models warn you out the world you're in

You start thinking about the race that you're racin' in

Who you're runnin' with and exactly what you're up against