You (Explicit)

Panic on the subway

I dont wanna replay

All this ****Im thinking

Someone make it stop

Everybodys looking

Thinking I am mental

Planning my escape route

How do I get off

Gotta get me out this Mood

All I do is think of you

Wishing you were here with me

So I can heal

You know I know you know

I dont wanna be here

But I dont wanna go home

In this ****hotel bed

all I feel is torn

Everybodys jealous

Im Living out a suitcase

I dont wanna be here

out here on my own

All I want is you

Just you

I dont know what Im chasing

Been going on for days now

I just hate this feeling

Stuck inside my head

I try to be better

write my fears in letters

Throw away my demons

And They keep coming back

Different kinds of ecstasy

But that ****never works for me

All I do is I disappear

Im gone for weeks

You know I know you know

I dont wanna be here

But I dont wanna go home

In this ****hotel bed

all I feel is torn

Everybodys jealous

Im Living out a suitcase

I dont wanna be here

out here on my own

All I want is you

Just you