I Could Not Plan This (Explicit)

I Could Not Plan This (Explicit) - Witt Lowry

Yeah

An idle mind is where the demons roam

Last night I met fear doubt hurt hate pain

Told me if you don't change then we don't go

They'll give us life and then we don't grow

They got me thinkin' am I really in control now

This whole town doesn't really feel like home now

My family been sayin' mark you gotta slow it down

Out on a date she say you really on your

Phone

Wow livin' through my phone now

I been feelin' disconnected

Everyone around me they would never get it

Do they love me 'cause I'm hurtin' or they get

The message

Only love me when I'm workin' 'cause they want percentage

I remember late night writin' here to tell you the

Truthback when I was too broke servin' tables just to

Pay for a booth back when really I had nothin' to

Lose

Back when ugh f**k it brace yourself for the news

Last year I saw my dad pass away right in

Front of my eyes

A couple fake friends showed me who they were in

Disguise my ex girl told me nothin' but lies

So maybe I was just in love with who she

Was in my mind

I been lost inside my mind lately

I been losin' track of timely

It's like I barely know who I'm lately

I been prayin' for a sign lately

I been yellin' at the sky lately

My only question that was why lately

Why is it I'm

Weak if I show the people I feel and why

Is it they told me that time is all that

Can heal

When it's I who needs to heal me been searchin'

For somethin' real

And I know that we attracted the energy that we

Deal

I been overthinkin' overthinkin'

And nowadays I find 'em over drinkin' on a weekend

The people yellin' where is mark 'cause we f**kin' need

Him

See this is somewhere you can go when you feel

Like there's nothin' else to believe in

I never could plan the doubt I never could plan

The pain

I never could plan the number of people screamin' our

Name

I never could plan the love I never could plan

The hate

I never could plan the love would turn into hate

When it's fake

I never could plan the fear I never could plan

The hurt

I never could plan that I will be helpin' people

With words

I never could plan the heart that was put inside

Of my chest

I'm a human here with a vision no less or

More than the rest ahh