Suicidal Thoughts in the Back of the Cadillac Pt. 2 (Explicit)

I'm a down south Florida boy,

Ain't goin' back to Hollywood

From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood

Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk

Never forget where I rose up from,

Spit on my face, get rid of my funds

And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation

Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around,

Havin' a panic attack

I don't pop no pills

'Cause it don't take the pain away from me

I don't crack no seals

'Cause it done took the gang away from me

I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet

***** you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me

Lemme slide inside yo body beef, *****

I got my chain on,

Ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet

I'm feelin' lonely,

Feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories

Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become

Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain

Take my **** out your mouth and let me be myself

I wonder what the people around me think about me

Back to my shady ways I go

Pack the Gat and let it blow

Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters,

Father know I love 'em

Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin'

Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons

Diamonds dancin' by the dozen

Nick I told you we would rise from nothin'

Look at the way they look at me now

Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole

The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go

Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself

I can't control the cards I'm dealt

I spent a lot time alone inside my room

Thinkin' about what I do

If I knew you was on the fence about me too, *****

I crashed the whip and hit a *****, and almost killed the *****

An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip

The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again

Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids

How the **** can I get out of this funk?

If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day

I'm ill advised, **** you, *****

You can't even look me in my eyes

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way

Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase

But ***** I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

Fade away, fade away