The First Time

He'd fly into fits of rage

That you've called the lonely people's ache

But since then he made a change

And you remained the same

The way you burst into tears

What else this pain has to teach

How stupid you must be

Submissive to the point of insanity

So you would die for him

Despite not dying by his gun

If he should ever sublimate his instincts

Here's an untold close up

He'd rather do without you

Than give up living

Even for the high odds of a f**k

It may be it may not

And the first time will never be yours

And the first time will never be yours

And the first time will never be yours

This is tearing us apart

Your body grew away from your mind

The female duty calls the number your are

Seventeen-year girl in large clothes

So you would die for him

Despite not dying by his gun

He can't sublimate his instincts

He chose the right thing to love

He'd rather do without you

Than give up living

Even for the high odds of a f**k

It may be it may not

And the first time will never be yours

And the first time will never be yours

And the first time and the first time will never be yours