Colored Dreams / Killers Pt. 2 (Explicit)

Colored Dreams / Killers Pt. 2 (Explicit) - REASON

Yeah

Mama I just killed a man body is still

Tremblin' can you feel my hands

Don't shed no tears mama

Look I said Mama I just killed a man

Body is still tremblin' can you feel my hands

Don't shed no tears mama

A man convicted in the shooting

Death of the Milwaukee teenager

Will be behind bars until

He's at least eighty years old

Police said Mario Danielle Jackson shot into a crowd

During a fight and killed a fourteen year old

Our Jonah Kaplan reports from court

The court on count 1 is going to impose

A life sentence in the

Wisconsin state prison system

With eligibility to apply for

Extended supervision in 56 years

Yeah

I guess I just gotta chill for twenty years

'Til the drugs say it's okay to come out

I need an escape and a way to run out

People say that they love you

But you ain't breaking me out

I'll probably die up in this motherf**ker s**t

I've accepted that and I am finding peace uh

Long nights I've been trying to sleep

But I can't so let me write you this apology

This for your girl look I'm sorry mama

I put a bullet in 'em I took your heart from you

I killed your man and now

You're forced to be apart from him

You daughter walking who gon' catch

Her when she starts running

I was only nineteen doing foolish things for colors

Your tears in the courtroom I can tell you loved him

I thought I was being gangster when I took his life

Now I can barely sleep through a night

I get it now f**k these colored dreams

S**t

I get it now f**k them colored dreams

F**k these colored dreams

F**k them colored dreams

S**t

I guess I just gotta chill for twenty years

S**t might as well apology to the rest

And to my brother I claimed

I love you more than the rest

If I really loved you how come

I did guide you to your death

You was only twelve when I got locked up

Pops shook no role models for the block

Looks like the only option

Should have made you put them

Glocks down but instead

I showed you how to get it popping

And you took to it nah you was never shook to it

Even if trouble wasn't around you would look to it

Throwing upset you let them

Know you wasn't no b***h

'Til you run into multiple crips

You let them n***as know

You'll be down for your n***as

Thinkin' in your head big bro'

Will be proud of a n***a

I hate to have to be the way for you to go

What's even worse I couldn't make it to your funeral

F**k them colored dreams

S**t

F**k these colored dreams

F**k them colored dreams

Look mama I know I killed that man

Still remember trembling when you felt my hand

Don't shed no tears mama uh

I know I won't be home for years mama

I know you feel like

I failed you to all your peers mama

You been a blessing to me

I been a curse since birth to you

Made s**t worse for you

They left me off the second

I wouldn't even search for you s**t

It only make it harder

You care so much that you would kill for me

I get your letters and I wonder how you still love me

You say you pray every night and you still feel for me

S**t and if you could I know you probably

Would do this bid for me s**t

So what's it been the last time I speak to you

I wan't you to know I love you with everything in me

And since they ain't told me you share DNA with me

We polar opposites I know

I failed you mama wish

I could be your accomplishment

So as I stand on this chair writing this letter

Noose around my neck the only way

I do better if I leave you now

'Cause you been beaten down from them other things

I ain't give you s**t a mother brings I get it now

F**k these