If I Could Erase It (Explicit)

I want to be like you

Forget what I said to

Somebody I used to know

When I was someone they used to know

I try to be honest

To grow into someone I'm proud of

But you make it so hard when all you do is pull me down

If I do it all over

I wish I could take it throw it away

If I could start over

If I could erase it I would erase it

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

I'm sick of everyone around me

Acting like they can't see

The elephant behind me

I'm in a constant state of stress

From the weight that's on my chest

And I don't wanna pretend that that I'm okay

I've always been the kind to

Bury ****inside to

Let it rot and gradually consume me

Let it build into a rage

That I take out in a way

That makes everyone I love ****ing hate me

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

Take it all back

Let me erase me erase me

Take it all back

I don't wanna see

Take it all back

Let me erase me erase me

Take it all back

I don't wanna be this

If I do it all over

I wish I could take it throw it away

If I could start over

If I could erase it I would erase it

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

If I could start over

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over