Feelings (Explicit)

Uh

Dougie on the beat

Still still

Still feel the deal

Still look

Talk to my kid mom today that was kinda hard

Sick of all the drama in my life we ain't gotta start

How the fck we still holding grudges you ain't gotta heart

Either way a ngga life a movie and you got a part

I was in a lotta dark

I don't never make excuses for myself but how I came up was kinda hard

I was havin' battle scars

And I'm never speakin' on the sht I did 'cause when you bite you don't gotta bark

Live the years now when he young but my jit watchin'

Just 'cause we fell out of love that ain't his problem

Every kid want a mami and a papi

But how we gon' co-parent when it's sloppy

Been to act like I'm that ngga but I ain't cocky

Everybody watch me I'm duckin' the paparazzi

Life was weighin' heavy now I'm steady takin' oxies

Hate it or love it my life faster then a Mazi'

Public record here but you ain't gotta sabotage me

Even though I'm more than generous gotta rob me

Instead of doin' what you 'posed to you tryna dodge me

I'm gon' be here regardless won't do me like the markets

I don't want no problem but just stop me when I'm flashin'

Can't accept the fact you love me keep tryin' judge me

Granted you gon' stay in position but that's because me

Still feel me

I was real but this the real-real me

Hope you still feel me

All my real nggas gotta feel me

Phone talk about it and it kill me

Hope you still feel me

I got love for you still litterally

I hate that we seein' sht differently

I can't let it get to me

I stay focus I see sht vivdly

Built for tough times they were meant for me

I don't want no sympathy

I can recognize whoever here for me

If I weren't the ngga I was meant to be

They weren't even here for me

What it is gon' make a clip for me

I don't pay attention to the real me

No they ain't hearin' me

They respect more than they be fearin' me

When I wasn't winnin' they weren't cheerin' me

For real

Lost my brother almost been a year for me

Go and shed a tear for me

And I love you nggas still feel me

And your son can always and chill with me

He can come and live with me

Gotta still feel me

Gave 'em the real me

Help him out but he'll still kill me d**n

Never seen a ngga real 'till me d**n

And this gave me the chills

Lil' bro know I didn't fold when he gave me the wheels

Till this day he like the baby still

But he'll hit the switch and turn it to a Navy Seals

I got diagnosed but I don't want no crazy pills

I'm a real hustler I don't want no lazy deals

If I execute this time I'm makin' crazy mills

They tryna book every day I'm havin' stage to peel

I got bond once again but I paid it still

I don't wanna tell you what a ngga made for real

I don't wanna tell you where a ngga came for real

All the hunger all the doubt and all the pain was real

They know my name for real

Herbo made a change for real

And I got aunties that ain't met my baby still

But it's all good

I walk around with a smile like it's all good

I made a million dollar meat but it smell like all woods

I know they'll make a way for me if y'all could

I been to war but I'm still good in d**n near all hood

I could hear a ngga diss me it'd be all love

They wanna ask me how I feel I give a small shrug

I was top ten front line all thugs

I was locked in ten summers all blood

Uh still feel me

I don't even want no adlibs on that

Uh

Still feel me

If I wonderin' they still feel me

I ain't really talkin' much after this song 'cause I want you to listen

Dougie on the beat