born again pessimist (Explicit)

i took an easy ride so the world could pretend

that im superior

youd have an honest man if you took the time

to wire up my jaw

i fell asleep in the backseat

****it was so sweet

i ran a red like i saw a matador

yeah the sun might melt whilst you wait

for my arteries to thaw

im taking you to war

im never gonna spill my guts

it feels like death by a thousand cuts

so when the here and now holds me down

i fall apart

i dont wanna talk too much

im never gonna stop yeah i love this crutch

so if i kiss the ground

dont look round

god bless my big empty heart

ill only lose my head if i stand too close to hysteria

and if it took your breath then im betting that

i focused on the flaw

so go and set me in concrete

im just a deadbeat

you always said im the wolf thats at your door

i would drown myself but the thirstd have me coming back for more

im just a born again pessimist

ill only push you from the precipice

come follow me well march on heavens gates