The Nightmare

Wake up in a rage within

Race to the bathroomcrazed again

Turn the tap on splash my face and then

Hit the sack with a pack of Temazepam

Deep in the black pits of darkness

Demons attack my subconscious

So I breathe in relax and be calm

But I can't even do that cuz I'm haunted

Too scared to fall back asleep so

I called Charlie rack up and reload

Took a brisk walk to lap up the breeze

In no time I went from jacked up to deep hole

Stay awake don't fade away

Keep an eyelid raised 'til the day's ablaze

Even if each eyelid weighs a kg

Blink and they feel like razor blades

I can't take more nightmares like this

When the light wears thin and the night hits

I'm blinded with no life inside

So terrified with no might to fight this

More pain as I'm breathing in

Like a knife in my chest that's seeping in

I'm gonna lay down under the rain outside

And never dream again

Tell me you understand it

Have you been bound in stone

Have you been dumped and stranded

Tell me you've been down this road

The time has come it's right now

To rise above on white clouds

Tell me you understand

Just tell me that I'm not alone

Man truth hurts

I'm starved and d**ned like rats in a god d**n sewer

A decade on the bongs and booze

My heads in the fog I nod and spew up

No sign of light in the distance

Nightmares have ripened to sickness

Half dead living a life in the pits

I guess I better sink a pint with some biscuits

Six nights no sleep at all

Under street lights so weak I crawl

Kiss the ground and I can't feel my knees or palms

Eat a handful of Val's no peace or calmness

Clean this dirty brain

Release me from this world of pain

I feel trapped like I'm Hell's prisoner in chains

Swirling in my skull there's a hurricane

Block out the rage once again

Drift off into space blunt in hand

F**k am I asleep or blazed up I can't tell

Every time I dream I wake up in d**n Hell

I'm in a maze and my days are doomed

I need ways to escape the gloom

Before I wake up crazed in a room insane

I'll vacate with a blade then I'll lay in a tomb

Tell me you understand it

Have you been bound in stone

Have you been dumped and stranded

Tell me you've been down this road

The time has come it's right now

To rise above on white clouds

Tell me you understand

Just tell me that I'm not alone

Tell me you understand it

Have you been bound in stone

Have you been dumped and stranded

Tell me you've been down this road

The time has come it's right now

To rise above on white clouds

Tell me you understand

Just tell me that I'm not alone

These dreams are taking over

But they won't defeat this soldier

Like a Kamikaze I am ready to EXPLODE

Blown up into smithereens

No luck see I'm still a fiend

I better own up to my destiny

I don't bluff you won't get the best of me

Ha I'm back to regain my strength

I'll tackle the greatest length

And I won't look back 'til my days have ended

Open up a note pad kill the pain with ink

Now I can't get this rhyme to drop

Arrrgh This sucks my mind is locked

And I'm stuck stuck with this writer's block

Like I need to be struck with a lightning shock DUCK

I just wanna wipe the s**t

And write these lines with a rhyme that hits

And connects with a soul who's life is like this

You tell me who's life is like this