I'm Not Really Here (Explicit)

I'm Not Really Here (Explicit) - X Ambassadors

Lyrics by：Sam Nelson Harris/Casey Harris/Adam Levin/Russ Flynn

Composed by：Sam Nelson Harris/Casey Harris/Adam Levin/Russ Flynn

Mm-mm

I wanna get high

Get out of my head

Go swimming in the ocean

Learn to bake bread

Do something with my hands

Something I can hold

'Cause I feel like I'm

Losing my grip on reality

Out here in the cold

Just pissing in the snow

I wanna find love

Touch the unknown

Go all Billy Elliot

Dancing in the street

Like I could just disappear

But how did I end up end up here

Feels like I'm

Grocery shopping on a Friday night

While my best friend's watching that MMA fight

On his phone in the backseat

Parked outside

Yeah I just kinda feel like

I'm not really here

I'm spiraling out

I'm not in control

I'm not in my body

This Millennial ennui's

Getting so goddamn old now

Who's driving this car

That's not Jesus at the wheel

Somebody take me away

'Cause I feel like

Brown-bagging Forties on a Greyhound bus

Blowing lines off a hundred

In God we trust

Just ******* in public

Trying my luck

'Cause I just wanna feel like

I'm not really here

I'm not really here