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Go Home (回家) - Julien Baker (儒利安·贝克)

Written by：Julien Baker

I went walking again

I'll go out and forget to tell

Any of my friends where I'm going

I'm just drunk on the side of the road

In a ditch when you find me

I wanna go home but I'm sick

There's more whiskey than blood in my veins

More tar than air in my lungs

The strung out call I make

Burned down on the edge of the highway

I'm sorry for asking but please

Come take me home

I quit talking again

But I know you're still listening to see

If I sleep or I pierce my skin

Needles to the worn out rags

The folds in my arms the sickening black

And I haven't been taking my meds

Lock all the cabinets send me to bed

Cause I know you're still worried

I'm gonna get scared

Cause I'm alone again

And I don't like the things I see

And I haven't been taking my meds

So lock all the cabinets and send me to bed

Cause I know you're still worried

I'm gonna get scared again

And make my insides clean with your kitchen bleach

But I've kissed enough bathroom sinks

To make up for the lovers that never loved me

And I know my body is just dirty clothes

I'm tired of washing my hands

God I wanna go home