Die This Way (feat. Matt Black & Joey Tee) (Explicit)

My vision has always been golden

That's why I see the pearly gates starting to open

I ain't got no friends

Because I've been an omen oh man

Hmmm take a look at the enemies blood I am soaked in

Staring back at my reflection thinkin'

'Bout the hand of cards I've been holdin'

When I'm upset it's hard to control it

Soon as I'm fully charged I unload it

This s**t is keeping marcus so devoted

To writing these crazy bars and you know it

I'm too steady with the juice

Get the booth ready when I barge in I'm hulk'n

I'm no longer with avengers

Heart is frozen with some vengeance

8 years old I was a menace

I can't get lost in all the critics

They judging when they ain't crawled up out the trenches

Look b***hes I'm making doe from all the b***hin'

You'd think I whip baking soda in the kitchen

Its u p and taking over is the mission the realest

And they should know the s**t's encrypted listen

I debate

Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great

Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain

I tried to be like the rest of y'all sorry I just can't

I'mma probably die this way

I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Where did my mind go

Tell me why am I letting these bombs blow

I'm stubborn and even my mom knows that

Am I lonely yes

I'm on one that's why my homies left

I live with no regrets motherf**kers I won't repent

Man the other day I cussed my girlfriend's parents out

What

It is apparent now

They try to justify their daughters bulls**t

Whelp I am raw enough to air it out

I'm intense at times in my mind

There's a grinch inside that tells me to write offensive lines

If the s**t I do doesn't make sense in your head

N***a f**k you cause it makes sense in mine

Yeah I think I got a little ego

If you cut me open you would see I'm full of it

From the 8 18 a motherf**kin' panorama city hooligan

I see the whole world and everybody's looking like a duplicate

B***h I do me and that's the only way you'll ever see me doin' it

I debate

Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great

Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain

I tried to be like the rest of y'all sorry I just can't

I'mma probably die this way

I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

I don't feel no shame

Why should I hide this pain

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Sorry we're not the same

There isn't much that anybody else can tell me

I'm the only n***a living in my shoes and this s**t is overwhelming

I travel earth like a lost soul

Fires burning as I rot slow

There ain't many I can vent to in this world

I got family but we're not close

So I tell my story through a hot song

You all know to get your popcorn

When I hit you with the I'll mind

Neverland that's a place you know were not goin'

This is struggle and pain

About me always being stuck in the rain

To be honest I don't want it to change

I'mma take it to my death bed up until nothing remains

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way

Ah yeah ah yeah

Ah yeah you know I'mma die this way I'mma die this way