Birth Mark (Explicit)

Couldn't get no sleep last night

Not at all

Throwing up like I'm dizzy from a flight

I'm sick as f**k

Mom bugging for nothing she so uptight

She said It gotta go if you staying here for the night

What

It's important abort it that's what they all said

Rubbing my stomach to feel it

Don't wanna kill it that's dead

Will I still go to heaven

Will I still get my blessings

When I leave the doctor's office would I feel like a felon

I'm kinda aggy

Shame I got a f**ked up baby daddy

Would have been a good mother

To love her 'til I'm wrinkled and saggy

Like a test I'm stressed and hella naggy

'Cause this s**t cut deep like it stab me

The nurse under my skirt looking for the body parts

This vacuum hurt I just hope it don't leave scars

In the mirror I'm staring I'm so embarrassed

Feel like my soul selling quicker than clothes up on the f**king clearance

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth

Lord knows

I'm not alive inside I feel the worst

Lord knows

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard

Hurts hard

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark

Birthmark

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth

Lord knows

I'm not alive inside I feel the worst

Lord knows

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard

Hurts hard

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark

Birthmark

Can't buy no baby clothes can't feed her SpaghettiO's

Can't squeeze her fat cheeks or kiss her baby rolls

Clean her toes even when it's gross

Can't be there when she grow up

Receive her first rose from her first crush or buy her first clutch

But instead I'm in the hospital bed and doing no such

Nah

Yeah that n***a f**ked me but he don't give no f**k

Nah

So much baby weight I can't even do a toe touch

Made this decision 'cause I'm not ready

On minimum wage and ain't no gas in the Chevy

I need help

My family and friends shame me ain't that petty

Got me sleeping with one eye open like I'm Fetty

'Cause at the moment they can't stand me

Gave up

Didn't wanna have it by a deadbeat

I didn't

D**n if only I had a plan B

My baby father only offered me a Plan B

F**ked up

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth

Lord knows

I'm not alive inside I feel the worst

Lord knows

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard

Hurts hard

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark

Birthmark

Wish I would have borned you on this Earth

Lord knows

I'm not alive inside I feel the worst

Lord knows

I'm torn about my unborn and it hurts hard

Hurts hard

Now I'm scarred for life just like a birthmark

Birthmark