If Only as a Ghost

If Only As a Ghost - Jonas Alaska

Could you please come back to me

If only as a ghost

I might not be alone in grief

But I need you most

You're not just my older brother

You're my best friend

I never got to tell you that

So please come back again

My sweet wife is sleeping now

So my newborn son

I wish you could be with me

Is my life just begun

You should see him lying there

He looks just like me

But I sure hope that it is you

That he grows up to be

The day you died

I thought that I was gonna die as well

Everything was shaking

And my life turned to hell

I'm telling you

I'm happy that a son is born to me

But sometimes I can't bear the thought

That you're not here to see

Mama paps the rest of the bunch

And all our good friends too

We're riding on a swimming horse

And we still talk of you

But in the night when I'm alone

I think about before

When I was throwing magazines

At you because you snored

I dream about our arguments

I dream about our love

I can't stand people telling me

You're watching from above

It's giving me no comfort thinking

God's now your host

I'm know I needs you to here

If only as a ghost