Close to the Grave (Explicit)

Close to the Grave (Explicit) - Kodak Black

You know death right around the corner and prison my next-door neighbor

Feel like I'm dyin' to live

I know we live to die but I feel like

I'm dyin' to live

I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby

Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby

I knew I shouldn't have never showed

You that I love you my n***a

I f**ked up when I showed you that

I trust you my n***a

I tried to turn my life around

But now I'm back in the field

You know it's free my n***a Cool

I hope he win the appeal

I lost my n***as it ain't been the same

Everybody say that I changed say

I ain't been the same

They don't even know I'm feelin' pain

They don't know how I feel inside traumatized criminalized

But yet I'm idolized I swear to God sometimes I wonder why

It got me brainwashed lil' ones off the same block

Remember I had to slang rock remember I let them thangs pop

D**n I just wanna raise my son wish

It could've been how it was

Sometimes I wanna grab my gun

Sometimes I don't be wanna hear none

I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby

Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life

You gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have neve

R let you close to me baby

My boy got shot you put the blame on me

You say you know I did it

I can't even act like it ain't faze me

That s**t hurt my feelings

My cousin got hit up say he saw me jump

Out with the glizzy

Why you had told them people you made me

Boy you know you didn't

I hit that lick in Maryland I bought my mama a

Honda Civic

The hardest thing I had to do in life was leave you

I was showin' you love and had you feelin' like

I need you

I'm drinkin' this alcohol right now I wanna see you

You made me go hard in this s**t I'm motivated

Why you had gave up on the kid when I was jaded

Now I've been drinkin' gettin' faded

Thinkin' 'bout how you played me

Thinkin' 'bout how you did me

I be clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby

Clutchin' on my fire you never know these days

Gamblin' with your life you gettin' close to the grave

Sorry Lord the Devil got a hold of me baby

Knew I shouldn't have never let you close to me baby