Holding On To Something More (Explicit)

I dont wanna look down when I cant get up

And I feel like Im dying

All these helpless thoughts

Got me feeling ****ed up

But I gotta learn to help myself

Everything around mes falling down

Broken now Im lost inside the sound

Im holding onto something more oh

I hear the screams inside these walls walls

I know that Im tryna fight a losing fight

Tryna hold on while feeling like Im gonna die

Im holding onto something more

Im breaking out tonight

Breaking out tonight

I dont wanna look down I cant get up

Im so sick of trying

All these tortured dreams have ****ed me up

But I gotta learn to help myself

Everything around mes falling down

Broken now Im lost inside the sound

Im holding onto something more oh

I hear the screams inside these walls walls

I know that Im tryna fight a losing fight

Tryna hold on while feeling like Im gonna die

Im holding onto something more

Im breaking out tonight

Breaking out tonight

Backed down almost lost my faith

Backed down almost lost my faith

Tryna get back what I cant replace

Ticking like a time bomb

Pressures got me feeling numb

I just wanna walk away ooh

Ticking like a time bomb

Pressures got me feeling numb

Oh god I wanna feel it feel it

Yeah

Everything around mes falling down

Broken now Im lost inside the sound

Im holding onto something more oh

I hear the screams inside these walls oh no

Im holding on

Im holding on

Im holding onto something more oh

I hear the screams inside these walls walls

I know that Im Tryna fight a losing fight

Tryna hold on while feeling like Im gonna die

Im holding onto something more

Im breaking out tonight