Halos (Explicit)

It's so hard to say goodbye

I've started talking to the sky

I'm falling as you fly I know you're always in my mind

But I just wanna look you in the eyes

I wanna hear you tell me it's okay

I wanna hear your voice and see your face

I know you're in a better place

But I wanna see you when I'm wide awake

Looking through your pictures on my phone

If you're always with me then why do I feel alone

If you're always with me then why can't you call my phone

I'm just talking to you from the studio

I know you wanna see me smile

I cleared my head and I walked a couple miles

It's not goodbye it's I'll see you in a while

I see so many halos

So many halos

You're on your way home

So many halos

You feel like someone I knew once

The memory only sharp sometimes

Like the spike on a monitor of a failing heart

I hear you close and wish the time was mine

Instead of owning all this wailing dark

You wouldn't like the world right now anyway

Everybody's sacrificing their art

I often wonder what you'd say to me

If you ever knew I thought about taking part

In it all

S**ts easier than watching yourself fall though

Gotta remember who you are after all though

Did you forget

Taught me to hold my own but couldn't upkeep your end

You should have said

Cos now all this vastness awaits without you

And I'm still trying to harbour your flame

I scrolled through my contacts and stopped on your name

Thankful that I loved you and I wasn't alone

Hoping you were alive in another time zone

I see so many halos

So many halos

You're on your way home

So many halos