Livin (Explicit)

When I first started this journey of writing this album

All I thought of was just making, you know, good songs.

"I want the drums to be like this, and the keys to be like this,

And the guitar to be like this," and then I came across this title,

"Girl Disrupted," and I loved it so much,

But little did I know that

That **** was actually gonna happen to me in life for real.

And so here I am, you know, towards the end of finishing my album,

Creating my album, And then that's where I went through

Probably the most craziest **** I ever went through in my whole entire life.

(Suffer with depression, I suffer with depression)

So this album for me is more than just music,

It's more than just music.

Love, loyalty, and liberation.

Girl Disrupted

I lost a fight with my heart

I lost my way in the dark

On a roller coaster, up and down

But look at me now, look at me now

Got the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy

Hard times in my feelings, suffocating

Our love take pain like they made me

I've been waiting on this moment for a long time

And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out

And I'm betting on myself

Oh, and living without a care

Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare

Oh, I am living without a care

Brand new me

I know that you got your eyes on me

So hey *****, hey *****, hey *****, hey *****

Back to the stars

Miles away in a broken car

I lost my bet tryna find myself

But now I'm back like I never left

I had the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy

Hard times in my feelings, suffocating

Our love take pain like they made me

But I've been waiting on this moment for a long time

And Imma be damned if I let 'em count me out, yeah

And I'm betting on myself

Oh, and living without a care

Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare

Oh, I am living without a care

Oh, living without a care

Oh, I am living without a care

Brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new me, living without a care

Brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new me, living without a care

Brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new, brand new me, yeah

Brand new me, living without a care