always emptiness

always emptiness - Field Medic

I wanna fall off the face of the earth

And probably die

I tried laughing it off

But I'm gonna cry

I put myself into the ring

And I looked in to the bulls eyes

I did it for everyone else

I thought that it'd make them like me

But some things they never change

And I'll never fit

Drinking makes me insane

But being sober makes me fret

I light a cigarette to pass the time

But it's only as good as long as it's lit

It's hard to explain why

I'm always down and out

It's just always emptiness

It's just always emptiness

It's just always emptiness

I wanna fall off the face of the earth

And probably die

Always emptiness

I tried laughing it off

But I'm gonna cry

I always emptiness

I wanna fall off the face of the earth

And probably die

I always emptiness

I tried laughing it off

But I'm gonna cry

Always emptiness