It's Been Awhile (Acoustic Live) (Explicit) (Acoustic Live|Explicit)

It's been awhile

Since I could

Hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I first saw you

And it's been awhile

Since I could stand

On my own two feet again

And it's been awhile

Since I could call you

And everything I can remember

As f***ed up as it all may seem

The consequences that are rendered

I stretch myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile

Since I could say

That I wasn't addicted

It's been awhile

Since I could say

I loved myself as well

And it's been awhile

Since I've gone and

F***ed things up

Just like I always do

And it's been awhile

But all that sh*t

Seems to disappear

When I'm with you

And everything I can remember

As f***ed up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

Have gone and f***ed things up again

Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile

Since I could

Look at myself straight

And it's been awhile

Since I said, "I'm sorry"