Stan - Live At 43rd Grammy Awards

Stan - Eminem/Dido

Lyrics by：Marshall Mathers/Dido Armstrong/P. Herman

Composed by：Marshall Mathers/Dido Armstrong/P. Herman

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

Put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

Put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear slim I wrote you but still ain't callin'

I left my cell my pager

And my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in autumn

You must not-a got 'em

There probably was a problem

At the post office or somethin'

Sometimes I scribble addresses

Too sloppy when I jot 'em

But anyways f**k it what's been up

Man how's your daughter

My girlfriend's pregnant too

I'm 'bout to be a father

If I have a daughter

Guess what I'm a call her

I'ma name her bonnie

I read about your uncle ronnie too I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself

Over some b***h who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this everyday but I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground s**t that you did with skam

I got a room full of your

Posters and your pictures man

I like the s**t you did with

Rawkus too that s**t was fat

Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back

Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan

This is stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

Put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear slim you still ain't called

Or wrote I hope you have a chance

I ain't mad I just think it's

F**ked up you don't answer fans

If you didn't wanna talk to me

Outside your concert

You didn't have to but you coulda

Signed an autograph for matthew

That's my little brother man he's

Only six years old

We waited in the blistering cold for you

For four hours and you just said no

That's pretty shitty man

You're like his f**kin' idol

He wants to be just like you man

He likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though

I just don't like bein' lied to

Remember when we met in denver

You said if I'd write you you would write back

See I'm just like you in a way

I never knew my father neither

He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you're

Saying in your songs

So when I have a shitty day

I drift away and put 'em on

'Cause I don't really got s**t

Else so that s**t helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo of

Your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself

To see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline

The pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real

And I respect you 'cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous

'Cause I talk about you 247

But she don't know you like

I know you slim no one does

She don't know what it was like

For people like us growin'

Up you gotta call me man

I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours stan

Ps we should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

Put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear mister I'm too good to call

Or write my fans

This will be the last package

I ever send your a*s

It's been six months and still no word I don't deserve it

I know you got my last two letters

I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect

So this is my cassette I'm sending you

I hope you hear it

I'm in the car right now I'm doing

90 on the freeway

Hey slim I drank a fifth of vodka

You dare me to drive

You know the song by phil collins

In the air of the night

About that guy who could a saved

That other guy from drowning

But didn't then phil saw it all

Then at a a show he found him

That's kinda how this is you could

A rescued me from drowning

Now it's too late I'm on a thousand

Downers now I'm drowsy

And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call

I hope you know I ripped all of your

Pictures off the wall

I love you slim we coulda been together

Think about it

You ruined it now I hope you can't

Sleep and you dream about it

And when you dream I hope you can't

Sleep and you scream about it

I hope your conscience eats at

You and you can't breathe without me

See slim shut up b***h I'm tryin' to talk

Hey slim that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk

But I didn't slit her throat

I just tied her up see I ain't like you

'Cause if she suffocates she'll

Suffer more and then she'll die too

Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now

Oh s**t I forgot how am I supposed

To send this s**t out

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I

Got out of bed at all

The morning rain clouds up my window

And I can't see at all

And even if I could it'll all be gray

Put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear stan I meant to write you

Sooner but I just been busy

You said your girlfriend's pregnant

Now how far along is she

Look I'm really flattered you would

Call your daughter that

And here's an autograph for your brother

I wrote it on the starter cap

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show

I must of missed you

Don't think I did that s**t intentionally just to diss you

But what's this s**t you said about

You like to cut your wrists too

I say that s**t just clownin' dog

Come on how f**ked up is you

You got some issues stan I think

You need some counseling

To help your a*s from bouncing off

The walls when you get down some

And what's this s**t about us meant

To be together

That type of s**t will make me not

Want us to meet each other

I really think you and your girlfriend

Need each other

Or maybe you just need to treat her better

I hope you get to read this letter

I just hope it reaches you in time

Before you hurt yourself I think

That you'll be doin' just fine

If you relax a little I'm glad

I inspire you but stan

Why are you so mad try to understand

That I do want you as a fan

I just don't want you to do some crazy s**t

I seen this one s**t on the news a

Couple weeks ago that made me sick

Some dude was drunk and drove his

Car over a bridge

And had his girlfriend in the trunk

And she was pregnant with his kid

And in the car they found a tape

But they didn't say who it was to

Come to think about his name was it was you

D**n