Favor

Favor - Julien Baker

Lyrics by：Julien Baker

Composed by：Julien Baker

We took the forty down to visit the family

And I told you the only kin I knew was

Who I could see from the gurney

I used to think about myself like I was a talented liar

Turns out that all my friends were trying to do me a favor

I always wanna tell the truth

But it never seems like the right time

To be serious enough

Sorry I'm making myself cry

How long do I have until

I've spent up everyone's good will

Sat on the hood out all night

Trying to scrape together change

You pulled a moth out from the grill of your truck

Saying it's a shame

How come it's so much easier with anything less than human

Letting yourself be tender

Well you couldn't make me do it

Doesn't feel too bad but it doesn't feel too good either

Just like a nicotine patch it hardly works then it's over

Who put me in your way to find

And what right had you not to let me die

Oh but did I even know what I was asking for

If I'd had my way I'd have missed you more

Than you missed me

You missed me

You missed me

You missed me